Another kind of green

     One year ago today (or close enough) I put on my big girl pants and entered the real world.  I started my first full time job, and I honestly could not have had a better year than this past one. I was so incredibly lucky to get my dream job as my first job and I LOVE going into work every day.  I love the patients (especially the snuggle time I get with my babies), I love the people I work with, I love the place I work at. All in all, I'd say it's a pretty phenomenal deal I got going on here.  

     I think back to when I was looking for a job, and things couldn't have fallen into place any easier.  I've been extremely lucky with how easy things have been, and I count my blessings every day that I'm able to do what I love (and get paid for it!).  Sure, I've had my fair share of rough days but I have had far, far more awesome days.

     Just last week I had a family thank me and tell me that I "have just been amazing, truly outstanding, we can't thank you enough for how awesome you have been to us here."  I literally almost burst into tears in the room right then because I was so touched by what they said.  I was literally speechless; it was easily the highlight of like my whole career thus far.

     It's hard to believe that it's been a whole year since I packed up my life and came back to Omaha, it's gone by way to fast.  I can only hope that this year to come will be just as awesome as last year, so here's to hoping!


  As my favorite John Mayer sings "I don't need another kind of green to know that I'm on the right side"

you've been night timing baby

Recently, I switched from night shift to day shift.  This means I now do 7am-7pm, instead of the other way around. As much as I loved my night shifts and my fellow night-shifters, I'm very ready to get assimilated back into the 'normal' daytime world.  While working days may impede my social night life a little (those 5:45am alarms come awfully early on Saturday morning) I am much, much more of a morning person than a night owl. Up until my first night shift, I had never pulled an all-nighter, like ever.  Much to my surprise though, I adapted pretty quickly and soon grew fond of my night shift.  What I wasn't fond of, however, was how easily I slept in until 4 or 5pm on any given day.  I think that was the biggest deciding factor for me when requesting to move. I wanted to be able to 'sleep in' and still have most of my day ahead of me.

I learned many things while working nights, and I'm interested to see how day shift measures up in the weeks to come.

things I have learned since I started working the night shift:

-There are indeed grocery stores open at 2:00 in the morning,
-However, gas stations do in fact close.
-It is impossible for me to do anything coherent after working (THIS IS ACTUALLY FALSE,  occasionally)
-I do not need caffeine to get through a shift
-Redbox/Netflix has been my saving grace on nights I don't work
-one can bake a LOT of cupcakes at 1:00am.
-once getting off work, it never ceases to surprise me that it's sunny outside.
-I am able to sleep for ungodly hours at a time, in the complete daylight.

things I have learned since switch off night shifts:
(in the whole week it's been)

- I have ingrained into my head military time.
-I am constantly surprised when I get off work and it gets dark like 30 minutes later.
-my theory of "I can function on 4 hours of sleep" still pretty much applies
-to all my night shift friends I have 'crossed over to the dark side'
-the amount of energy I have after work is outstanding, I mean I can actually get things done on days I work.
-one can bake a LOT of cookies on her days off.
-I have grown very fond of naps
-I now appreciate even more being able to wake up and have the whole day ahead of me.

here we are

I've made it through my first week on my own! Now I'm not up to a full assignment...they sort of ease you into that- but I also no longer have someone double checking everything I do.  This also means that I no longer have that same back up person to fall back on when a parent asks a question I don't know the answer to, which is what I am the most scared of.  What happens when I get a question and I have no idea what the answer is, how do I tell a parent that while still keeping up their confidence in me.  What do I do when a kid doesn't react to a medication or treatment the way they should, how do I react?  I know these answers will come in time, but it's a little daunting just how much I don't know.  I can only hope that I get understand parents who will not get frustrated with me as I am gaining my bearings.  I can only hope that I can get a little more comfortable day by day, until I wake up one day knowing that I know what I am doing, inside and out.

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Seeing that it's basically February I suppose I could do a reacap of this past year, which was a pretty monumental one for my books.  

I not only graduated college (with honors) with my BSN, but I also passed boards and became a registered nurse in Texas, and in Omaha. I also got a job- not just any job, but my dream job.  I literally love going into work and look forward to my nights spent with the little kiddos.  

I went on my first vacation with just my friends, to where else but the beach.  We took a little day trip up into Philadelphia where I did cool things like taking pictures with the liberty bell.  

Perhaps the most important thing that happened this last year was I got a puppy! My sweet little Darcy who happens to be a ball of fire and energy keeps me company on my days off. 

Not one, but two of my very best friends got married and I had the honor of being in both of the weddings and getting to spend the day with them.  I find it a little hard to believe that I can have two married friends, but I guess that just goes to show that I'm actually growing up.  

I'm excited for what this year has in store for me. Last year was filled with so many monumental milestones, I'm not sure how this year is going to stand up.  I've been thinking about my goals for this year, and how last year most of my goals dealt with school, and this year it's hard to imagine life without it.  I'm thinking that my goals for this year will look something like this:

1. Run (at least) 5 5ks, with Darcy of course.

2. Learn how to properly change a tire on my bike, amongst other things I should know how to do.

3. Travel to someplace I haven't been before.

4. Enroll in a class.